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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# G& L" u( M# e* y& S) A
( @9 z, t( F4 O* i1 ^* QAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;% Z1 [8 J F$ g4 E
4 n! [% d: B' y+ FEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;, k1 k" W' T" v+ {2 a& p$ b4 D( a
% ~/ T+ [) f7 B, VI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;/ f. z' f* f( F1 l
! ^; u" u: Y) A$ X( `8 kWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; k. }7 T! [1 A+ F( |
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;2 Z/ m. E& W) @( x1 i
8 I0 Q* m4 U) B7 |* ^ B4 d9 mYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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# Z3 h6 f* x! i* G: ~So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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8 C3 A! p' h) G$ m3 q, ?So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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2 n, T6 U5 g6 i' qSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;' |+ M, |" G" u B& V
$ A; V! ]/ ^1 z7 Z- T* dBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.' n% M& d4 D- ?& G3 U4 g8 W
4 S' c7 ^3 l" M1 PTonight, you belong only to me. |
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