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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;. [5 Y k( ]% \+ q3 m
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;$ q% x0 W; i, L
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;5 x/ v3 I6 K! u& D2 L" E( U) \% j: Y( H
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;# Y: }% G5 B( S6 v& K
$ z+ ~+ l$ t. c; `With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;- o) }0 h* [1 Q; F
# U, x' }/ i' Z, V. p c( PGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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) @6 k! n H! r# t0 ~( j3 ^1 lThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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9 A% |; _9 q, S6 }You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;6 r* ]) t& ]3 s' R: e$ _% Q( H
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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- L1 d- k |. W9 VBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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