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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;& t2 c/ e, a, Q# |
% O* Z* B6 V2 v$ }/ m. A0 R- E3 ZAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;. r- ]9 Q5 o, t$ g8 ]
I2 h' K9 L6 c+ aI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;8 y- m8 D5 l# ]" }, r
7 g* \4 ^8 v! [# Q3 aWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;0 {* w$ O) m# d% i; i$ j
2 y1 \* E5 W; C- r& w9 qThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;" `* ?- E: x( f6 b9 ~
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;4 I; ?% W. W7 ~, N. `
. [8 H% K/ ^" C" QYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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' u' ~) I9 x4 m- K; J- _9 BSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;* r# E( y$ I( J; Q& L
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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& E9 G3 i' |- }9 KBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life. e2 Y3 z) H5 u. |5 F& \. {
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