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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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3 R; z& J: u6 zAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;: |! H* V) z) i; e. x4 Z9 {
V8 b' m' L+ M! u" n/ K. Z4 rEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;1 ?: j& d l, o0 ~
3 P% R& ?$ U( k8 e% x0 {I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;6 \5 k4 R; w, W/ j
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;3 c3 P0 P2 N2 }1 u
) O- K. J0 E) M. N: G2 VGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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d$ {8 T! Z6 T( cThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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3 F, {# B; j! W/ r% T. `; tMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;; ]! b( U8 R9 d& j- @+ \* o
3 h6 p7 t, f; o8 C6 A N. N/ X& C0 {So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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; b8 p2 Z6 m YSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;) \7 V4 x. u) A$ e4 K
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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. [. R: V& d- ` Z8 `+ d" T% X qTonight, you belong only to me. |
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