|
Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;* W# \+ _. V% V" ~' r) z0 d
& x2 T& l* v1 O4 q/ H* `* P
All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
/ }8 j' g* D4 A* `
5 L. v/ C# q/ E# ~0 BEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
* B3 g; I- W% R5 p% o' Y7 v( G& u1 p8 p6 Y
I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;# h9 |* }3 v& w5 e
7 v2 L; v+ e! @* m- R$ O" _
With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
: t! ?- Y c& L U( ]% g4 l
! W( ]7 B( q6 q) JGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
3 N- A+ f& O9 }- M6 i: W6 V; ` V* A5 B. j7 w+ U5 [+ Y
Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
" q' B# G+ [: f" d# U2 h D l. G9 {) s: E" }5 W
My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;: ~6 ]3 K& w. v2 P
3 m2 T/ ~, [& w% I8 }You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
) m5 T! U% {; }/ t$ ~4 U- F0 s6 N( m' r
So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
5 ~. J L9 r o+ V+ K5 C
# P5 k% a6 A3 v% WSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
+ }" ?2 i- x8 ^+ r
% y% k8 i/ ~8 E- @5 \So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
& Q* W1 D8 g/ z v3 g3 v$ T( y/ C+ q& U8 c2 V
But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;# h+ K' J* v# f( f% \1 ?
- A2 ^8 o, p- T+ |) k) x9 [Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life." H2 X, X* P% ]4 d& K' h
6 g! ^0 p: F! Q. c+ D9 A9 s2 DTonight, you belong only to me. |
|