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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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; q' n# ]; B6 B* f" {' X/ G% XAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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9 | R! B& z0 M* M: j4 NEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;; c0 k+ }" T/ ^# K$ Y* I8 N
2 c% S! W# ]- W" P8 s3 s# E" RWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;1 N* t) k9 ]6 ~9 }. @! G
' c- o8 ]& p* j$ G5 W! KGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;7 B1 l* ` h: s5 m& _( U g, n
$ c, s2 A# v8 `5 z3 i4 ? PThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;8 X- q+ m9 O0 s8 I1 I0 Y1 l
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;& o/ J0 I2 A" t" |
7 e8 _! k8 L- t" O. ^; {$ w, EYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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" l* _* i% Z: n) ?/ I1 ySo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;& q* \$ W. f, K, R& Z) M. Q
3 K) y3 `! P* R8 A8 Q- `So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;( \! X/ @$ P# N o. [4 Z- F
( T! T4 G+ I2 ?* b; K! A& M+ DYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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. z/ h# G6 d6 J8 U6 U( m+ KTonight, you belong only to me. |
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