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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;8 U( Y3 i5 H$ b; U* ^* ~+ K8 [% e
3 v% S6 z1 m4 d; t: @. V7 h% EAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;$ |( y, }. z: M6 C
/ _; t8 Z5 F8 e) ~" IEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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# h. w$ k& B2 |7 qI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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% ~$ B. N9 s/ H! n9 O0 h6 nWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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$ o+ {' H3 K, b7 o0 ~2 z7 vThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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" Q0 \1 |* U" _7 u+ I; n: ^So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;: z0 \3 ]* K9 t# }. ^0 }
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;1 d6 _1 u! m8 p* M. m1 q* P9 x4 m
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& G4 Q2 m2 a i/ ~
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