记忆 爱之殇

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无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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9 R# ^! r1 H5 e* Y; RMy love once said "Everything passes away "
+ d2 G; r, S  W& v; a: rHowever, memories never pass away
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, \! M5 g$ Y1 x! `3 k5 P; oMemories... A part of everyone
9 |$ u2 L1 O& IMemories... Live in everyone

# c, C' k8 L0 q' R( BMemories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred

; T; @: g+ d1 s: XA thin line separates
yet cast drastic effects

My memory of you was the birth of the love
: o$ D" j' Y1 t. u4 PYet such beautiful memory was mudered
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3 L* B( M. g) |1 n, `If all things should end
It should end with love
As it begins with love
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& j2 R0 N% M& p5 [7 Y9 hMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

" V. S+ s8 V) qThese memories, I so cherished once
% b/ G  E, E/ y& [# `2 pThese memories, so harmless and hard earned
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These memories... I was willing to die for
% j! A6 A8 ?* V3 YYet incapable to survive upon your punches

For them, I lived
9 L( _5 j# y# f3 |' `% fFor them, I believed
For them, I loved

Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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8 f7 y" E  b8 t& ROnce, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
/ e! |7 n4 M/ Y! hNow, in your silence, they brought me tears
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& I$ B6 X6 I; ?  m( G0 f. dMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
; r. S% N# m8 S& R$ O3 dNow, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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* R3 J2 x! {9 P# |/ B从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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! H- A0 Z/ C8 V从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了
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十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

9 i4 H' N0 l$ w+ Z6 h* B' K美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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) |2 O8 F* W# Y$ e9 |: \不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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$ L+ j, S! X8 Y9 H18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……

! A! O. \' P4 C6 a' ?# M8 E7 p( p今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

( i6 g0 `1 t' j+ d9 r$ [* g车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠
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roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束