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无眠的夜,看到这首诗,不自觉地湿了眼眶
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My love once said "Everything passes away "0 \7 B& H f [1 n+ ]& q l
However, memories never pass away
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% w# r+ u: K `) g6 CMemories... A part of everyone7 s8 @* S* f, I' @: S6 |
Memories... Live in everyone
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. c% O( A, Z: V/ S+ Q% X# Y4 y. G% |1 v, u: BMemories be built on love" c- L, G2 X: F: n( p2 ]" B$ _
Memories be built on hatred1 a2 S8 ^8 e6 N( J/ r
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A thin line separates
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1 V( ~1 A3 V! J3 n6 }0 ~9 pMy memory of you was the birth of the love
$ f F( j. D( ]( C+ C- [* d: a# OYet such beautiful memory was mudered
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If all things should end
! N$ ?" m0 D- ?8 s" vIt should end with love8 }; X7 l/ p$ } \! X, q
As it begins with love. J# o2 U3 A; e3 V
* u) p4 v& U: h: aMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
* y% v, O7 x; ?! t" t1 c, aThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death: Z4 Q. P1 c9 J' k! L& m6 d
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These memories, I so cherished once$ }1 v% m" T) m3 A. }( D( _$ ?
These memories, so harmless and hard earned/ U. k0 p+ K W9 E. W
0 z: o1 i h8 U# Z5 Q. ]) |These memories... I was willing to die for: H; N$ V5 ?2 a
Yet incapable to survive upon your punches
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For them, I lived
4 X2 J% C9 G8 l6 e4 _" H- JFor them, I believed
w, L6 J. w- Z4 }For them, I loved
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Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up+ J! h+ P5 ~# g8 @$ H( X* a
Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty {& g4 a9 N% l3 V4 u w
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
2 v* K f% j3 ]4 xNow, in your silence, they brought me tears
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My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
5 F P4 D, w7 h* INow, it is as sour as the lemon may be9 f% \& b; ~6 v' ^( W8 T; t
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从Angel 回来的路上,望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海,突然似乎迷失了方向。
$ B5 D* m0 Y) Q. O Y想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚,却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。; \6 a7 R! k S6 C# X! l
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从未如此爱到刻苦铭心,从未这么被伤到支离破碎,爱就爱了,能付出的都付出了,现在,心,收不回来了. p8 f% {$ V& v; T+ w- v
2 s$ ]2 E+ _# S) Q' M5 {十天来,拼命地自我暗示,朋友们的安慰和鼓励,死党的激将,一切都用过了,当下的效果,在又一个夜深人静之时,溃散成一盘沙,坚强,从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……. L* T9 ?- g& E, K# h
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时间,都说时间是良药,可需要多久,才能有药效?缘分,都说缘分求之不得,可若真的缘尽,如何释然舍去?% X4 {% q5 {/ k4 o4 R
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美丽的爱情,以一个微笑开始,以一滴泪水终结。现实中,相守以望的爱情,却以缘分两个字开始,以缘分两个字终结。。。
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/ z4 o4 f2 z2 c* g/ ~2 W7 V1 S$ ~不曾后悔遇到他,即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来,却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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' `$ l0 [* V0 I, A8 e1 c% I18周前的那个周五下午,在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽,淹没了电话那头的他,18周后的这个周五下午,同样的结果,却被决堤的泪水埋葬,没有了喜悦,只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来,都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话,只有自己一个人,顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神,茫然地走在烈日下……2 [. K/ \* O% z( k% A
/ z; T, \. ]" D. u$ Y今夜,莫名的空虚感,剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛,本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了,思想却不曾停歇;记忆还未曾逝褪色,身边却已经少了羁绊……6 q" h, M9 `* W0 N
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车窗外的夜上海,灯火依旧,只是看风景的人,已平添了几分沧桑。
( Q9 I) I0 w5 I9 \& P4 Y今夜,深陷记忆轮回的我,依旧无眠
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