记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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. r+ }! ?) N+ ?8 j4 p. |# cMy love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away

Memories... A part of everyone
Memories... Live in everyone

6 \8 ~3 j5 v- C1 w! G1 p3 Y: HMemories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred

( f7 I: `. A; f1 wA thin line separates
) B' S! o. E: n5 u9 W6 Uyet cast drastic effects

My memory of you was the birth of the love
# O& p% v) I( O; K1 X4 t& eYet such beautiful memory was mudered

; M& M; w5 i' BIf all things should end
" ?/ _1 G4 p) n5 @  NIt should end with love
9 {: `# w" M- UAs it begins with love

* V* |2 F: }, {" c8 s; [My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

! B( ~: u# V. I% o2 ?These memories, I so cherished once
These memories, so harmless and hard earned
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7 e9 w4 X& T1 f- \' k( q- LThese memories... I was willing to die for
Yet incapable to survive upon your punches
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  e& Y8 g1 i, OFor them, I lived
For them, I believed
0 ^1 k; D% {5 z3 k" ~' NFor them, I loved
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Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
+ B1 J: m5 g- b& C8 Q7 {: f5 B3 tToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty

" x' q; j# f8 ~$ _, w0 b. A7 ~- [Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
" D$ Y$ S, d6 Q: z6 gNow, in your silence, they brought me tears

/ l6 k9 D! |. ~- vMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了

十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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6 ~) I* u) ^& N+ v! J# z18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
$ h- h6 E' Z' N; k5 z  X今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠

roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束