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无眠的夜,看到这首诗,不自觉地湿了眼眶3 q! K. @& Y, U! k
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My love once said "Everything passes away "& j' K$ e s. ~# `, d- ]
However, memories never pass away T0 {' R' q O( r' Q
p9 Y" ~. H3 F# L& e6 GMemories... A part of everyone
- j" ?8 N x4 IMemories... Live in everyone. f6 i; a- H! g0 B
: ^' w0 q' [' [, }8 ^+ D& NMemories be built on love
j; K8 F5 e% Q5 P1 ~: e5 M9 tMemories be built on hatred
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A thin line separates" }& p) L1 G0 z# D
yet cast drastic effects: ]! t; x6 z/ o' \, R' t. k
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My memory of you was the birth of the love
6 W: N1 n) Y" g- p, y% eYet such beautiful memory was mudered
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2 ^# s+ ]7 e; ?, t* z' hIf all things should end) S' V: E$ Q* o) O) p/ Q
It should end with love. Z, G. e- L* M3 Y9 H- X
As it begins with love9 {" r5 ~7 |! X! x( t6 \
1 J2 |) d. I* J+ iMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
( T9 P* W4 H" v1 LThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death
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" n$ g2 m/ d5 }" ?) W6 S1 zThese memories, I so cherished once
% s- \& E1 A' _1 c& q( zThese memories, so harmless and hard earned
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, v x# o( Z- Q; L! w- _+ c+ {These memories... I was willing to die for$ [" h- A( B2 V3 c0 }3 i
Yet incapable to survive upon your punches
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; {% m" @% ?. v- {For them, I lived
3 e) W- H. y# Y2 N6 rFor them, I believed0 d! K- }$ @) F0 L; K% O% d
For them, I loved
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1 ?2 \, Y2 H7 J4 b2 }" r5 L9 qOnce upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
9 b1 g( {: G- D/ z; BToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty7 M# _6 o9 v) z) l% v2 g$ U" \
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles# a1 Z# l4 Z: {0 F2 I1 F8 N
Now, in your silence, they brought me tears
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My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
+ h6 l7 j: P: W9 ~0 UNow, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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从Angel 回来的路上,望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海,突然似乎迷失了方向。2 G) @8 Q$ M0 |
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚,却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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) y' h# @2 ]8 w2 }从未如此爱到刻苦铭心,从未这么被伤到支离破碎,爱就爱了,能付出的都付出了,现在,心,收不回来了5 m" x( I( V; t) \6 C
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十天来,拼命地自我暗示,朋友们的安慰和鼓励,死党的激将,一切都用过了,当下的效果,在又一个夜深人静之时,溃散成一盘沙,坚强,从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……3 j: }4 D; o9 b; Q) I% a# U
% r! [3 R% G9 ?* ?. t+ k9 W1 `" Q [时间,都说时间是良药,可需要多久,才能有药效?缘分,都说缘分求之不得,可若真的缘尽,如何释然舍去?! s' s) ]* w x# X0 u; l5 T- |! X
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美丽的爱情,以一个微笑开始,以一滴泪水终结。现实中,相守以望的爱情,却以缘分两个字开始,以缘分两个字终结。。。+ y! t7 V) N: p, [/ }
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不曾后悔遇到他,即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来,却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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18周前的那个周五下午,在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽,淹没了电话那头的他,18周后的这个周五下午,同样的结果,却被决堤的泪水埋葬,没有了喜悦,只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来,都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话,只有自己一个人,顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神,茫然地走在烈日下……
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今夜,莫名的空虚感,剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛,本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了,思想却不曾停歇;记忆还未曾逝褪色,身边却已经少了羁绊……9 H) T- W! c. v+ \' Q
E5 L& i( F* V+ F% W0 ?车窗外的夜上海,灯火依旧,只是看风景的人,已平添了几分沧桑。
! _, \) E' m+ _今夜,深陷记忆轮回的我,依旧无眠
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