记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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My love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away
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0 V( |2 K( i6 i, `$ JMemories... A part of everyone
8 d" ~) w6 V+ e7 X' E1 m6 qMemories... Live in everyone
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Memories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred
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A thin line separates
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, F& [4 }0 V! s5 M9 o7 h$ rMy memory of you was the birth of the love
# X2 e( U/ A3 t" K& E% sYet such beautiful memory was mudered
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! Y% z2 U% o% v" G" P; dIf all things should end
: L/ a7 x  F7 h+ Y8 A1 _5 ZIt should end with love
7 K' l: x7 O, N* y4 d3 rAs it begins with love
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

* J/ V, J* @; b3 a  l" d' s( c+ ?These memories, I so cherished once
2 x7 j" M: y: V/ r6 {' f5 N3 ]These memories, so harmless and hard earned

; H: |( e, v! M$ jThese memories... I was willing to die for
" P" L8 o, }8 D8 c: m3 YYet incapable to survive upon your punches

For them, I lived
For them, I believed
For them, I loved

Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
6 [% R! s( i+ p7 j/ Y' w9 MToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty

Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
8 x6 }) f3 K! ?- p9 SNow, in your silence, they brought me tears

My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
& K: A2 a9 s  ]. M4 q4 G: GNow, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。

7 _+ Z: g. z- U+ Z, `( D2 z从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了

: b  r. }0 w) z1 l8 C, ^十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？
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美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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6 @" \% W3 i+ G. r不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。

18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
, q0 T6 Q' Q+ k' k& Z今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠
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roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束