记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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6 b/ N) q, X6 Z1 k  X9 JMy love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away
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2 J; ^; G2 k" q/ O$ o( D) r! UMemories... A part of everyone
Memories... Live in everyone
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7 I/ s% a4 A- |: M) A  o" cMemories be built on love
) |; G/ m. a, p% r9 a3 t; B& a' KMemories be built on hatred
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' Q0 X% p: U1 K& `+ ^" {) S. jA thin line separates
yet cast drastic effects

My memory of you was the birth of the love
) E/ h, m, T% E9 gYet such beautiful memory was mudered

If all things should end
: C' k+ l& Q9 l+ @1 S5 K1 j  xIt should end with love
5 p! A8 r, o" F0 E0 V3 tAs it begins with love
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

These memories, I so cherished once
" d: p. r% Y6 |* M% ]5 aThese memories, so harmless and hard earned

These memories... I was willing to die for
Yet incapable to survive upon your punches

5 K0 f# C, g; ^For them, I lived
For them, I believed
For them, I loved
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Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
9 h6 e# k4 P; ]: P2 D- E" d! cToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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& h# _% j# N, L: J( D4 AOnce, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
Now, in your silence, they brought me tears

My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
0 K- j: j" U( ]  UNow, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
; w/ f: r% s) q- W* j6 E想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。

从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了

: V9 @. B! A, I4 n十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……
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时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？
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美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。

不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。

18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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5 h0 o$ w+ p% Q! I今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……
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车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
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roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束