记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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My love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away

, l- ?% E6 H+ f* y8 IMemories... A part of everyone
Memories... Live in everyone

% c4 u1 ^: g5 a& G0 z) ~Memories be built on love
$ a, p& k% a& U  q& u" a2 W$ A/ RMemories be built on hatred

A thin line separates
# F/ a1 I0 y1 N7 kyet cast drastic effects

My memory of you was the birth of the love
Yet such beautiful memory was mudered
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If all things should end
) l& Z  S% D( `& C# AIt should end with love
As it begins with love
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
* {6 H+ x; [3 k$ i) L1 m3 k  IThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

8 N, s9 ]! F& c4 nThese memories, I so cherished once
6 t  X% n0 h9 d+ N9 ~These memories, so harmless and hard earned

: p! u9 s. t& R* l9 X/ `These memories... I was willing to die for
3 l/ j' a8 M3 F6 E5 F: BYet incapable to survive upon your punches

6 H9 k2 `5 b) D" S7 a: ]For them, I lived
For them, I believed
) |9 d# e- x3 \: }) C1 V* J5 VFor them, I loved
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) X7 d" v. i6 u4 ?) ^' ?Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
( Y, u$ |( Z; @+ L, [Now, in your silence, they brought me tears

. j9 v( z! Z( |( t5 z: S1 Z  g  OMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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, N1 N- r' C  i% S从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。

/ C! s# V4 N. n  L0 q2 T从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了

十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

3 M: i, G- a' s4 Z/ t0 n( D美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。

不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。

" Q+ c5 W+ w  \* H* ^1 w- j18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……

2 U$ D1 @* ~; G5 T3 B* M3 ?今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
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roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束