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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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$ Q1 g# X x! n- X' J6 zDear Spencer ,+ Y r7 ^4 k8 K
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !2 x- X* I p9 J' L! S. s
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yours. J ~+ `; D; Y$ } I$ W. `+ g4 z
XXX
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!, K$ ~: P1 N& f/ H! G/ l1 |
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Spence
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, G, }/ T0 h+ N! @( q& W- P8 ?. l& }Hello Spencer,
) ?4 `/ u0 N" YThank u for replying my e-mail !
$ o5 {, f; {4 y: d1 WI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.3 g% `9 e/ a5 e, d0 u; D& x
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .1 w- T. `2 H( F' P; I. e
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.4 k; P5 ]) L0 t# ?6 D4 Z
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends7 p9 h1 ] F4 ]1 H3 i
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.8 Z3 W* H0 ?% o' S
It is so hard to find someone that u love .
6 f3 `4 n0 l* W0 p" `5 P/ hUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
* R# W; s3 {7 y2 B' AI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?7 I G1 B, H% |' P0 r* ~) \
U are very curious about how I know u?3 }: ]1 o8 p: |$ p
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.+ E9 K7 M8 f& F& t
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !8 Y0 x; ^. G8 |
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.8 L3 V: X+ I: r% d
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !! g8 Q! H* J5 A' {: g* e
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
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Please reply .
2 ?- c; G4 L* d& U; y. `That's all .Thank u !% w) l- P% I7 J6 \3 m$ W* E9 P
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
: I" ^- n1 g7 b:)Big Brother is always watching you! ) m/ P2 }( a; I. w+ b1 L
It's a joke,please don't mind !
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XXX,
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W8 ^9 G6 G J, O7 q% [4 m/ g6 D" y/ wI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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5 A0 s" O6 r: Z- wBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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, q7 T8 a: }2 K( n6 t: Q/ YYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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8 I& M5 Q$ J$ k gSend a picture of yourself!!
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Hi Spencer,( a- O3 c' H' Q% b, Y6 H8 b( n9 T
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... 6 E2 _4 g' X+ x5 @7 q+ G
I'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !- r# N: k/ V7 s: G: g
I want to tell you that you don't know about China.
( N6 H! f) X, w5 B) n, E# Z" bIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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. k" d! Y4 H) M2 _And USA is a amazing country for me !
! {# X8 L9 Y8 y9 ]4 qI personally like reality shows.such as,
) r( w% U/ ]4 B/ I'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.! S0 ]( e* o; m3 k! T2 Y1 f
Do you like watching reality show ?
; [) ~. N' V- m8 T& g$ n" _I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like6 t7 ]3 k( P; ~ \' y
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
. Z2 i$ K/ D( y; L/ p1 jWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,% T# H3 H1 A% D9 ~2 l# {
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.( Q) |2 J# _6 a e
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
8 W; L& p1 s* tMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
3 Q4 D' B, Z& [5 ~- Q; q$ S1 {hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food: ?) a/ m- W; Z' u' J
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
- W d& x' R* N8 w; G6 t7 ZIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your2 ~' \: [" R5 L1 ~: k! g! _5 B
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?5 |* G' }+ H* ?# K( w
: w) m0 x% T/ }$ ?Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
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Your chinese boy ,; n$ W) p5 u- D- ^/ e
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. ?" i' A' T5 ]+ B5 J5 X2 ySorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! ; k n" n$ h9 Y5 v8 k, w3 y3 n1 v
' r! R" n9 F% W6 y' K, @Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??7 _8 Y, C4 |& L1 }8 i
9 I/ d$ F4 _& {2 H( wAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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Best,
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