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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 ; l1 L; v z7 Z% p) E
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# F4 y. h/ S7 @4 w' g% A" h7 m. H! `# QDear Spencer ,* _# U! P6 Z3 g
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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yours
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!4 r+ i1 V9 E6 J
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; t/ [' L6 e4 o2 k, x" ?Hello Spencer,
9 |6 r( F! j c+ ?5 o! ZThank u for replying my e-mail !7 |7 ?: v( Q8 x& i" f* F
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.3 y% T" [ Z7 I, ]/ z5 E
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: U& Q |* R0 ~" { II'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
% T' d0 `# D( m3 e6 N( iMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.; [# ^. x; u- E8 j- S
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends; A- S- P8 k% e- F
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.& B/ X ]5 h% O
It is so hard to find someone that u love .
! q& h/ ^0 p/ m2 lUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.! G1 p6 ]0 C* J3 l* f: G
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
! @& n( G- Q W" n# [# N9 xU are very curious about how I know u?% y. T% p5 h: g4 N
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.1 m1 u- U+ ?- c4 K3 h
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !3 ]# `) g0 h2 @. _. [% c
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
* V. L% |- d2 F2 jI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !1 x4 r+ x l) [- G, y" Z5 M( [
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what - I4 @) Z. ^( X
I write today.
2 m+ i+ S- y" K1 s% M- ^Please reply .$ `" t! \! W5 q6 l3 u
That's all .Thank u !1 }: I0 T( z, D
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' C, @: D0 G4 v. Hps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !# [6 Z' `3 ^% @8 U2 ]
:)Big Brother is always watching you! $ Z5 \$ Q$ z/ m, X' I' O
It's a joke,please don't mind !" d$ F2 s: ]- V) \( y6 J. r
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' e3 H0 n6 a4 T1 U: m- WI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. , R9 a( V y0 f8 J
; o/ f' I; t0 O; j4 t/ |I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. ! L: L* G) W0 ^( i5 ^
4 c) w! d) r `$ ]* c# oSend a picture of yourself!!8 b$ ?5 {9 m/ J$ m2 I& S
! t! i, N$ w: r( L% ?/ q8 j% Sspence, ]5 r; J. m7 _7 V* D; N$ p
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Hi Spencer,, a' p- W! ?) t
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
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b" l5 u! e7 K0 q. k3 {5 W) ZFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
/ G* e% ^0 D; p! c% i) i) N0 \" Z3 H" BI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
i$ }/ R8 G4 A) g/ g% iIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(' ^3 t# e7 n c$ q% x
6 o6 A; P }2 [! ]; HAnd USA is a amazing country for me !
" h1 |' m: U; i- d3 g3 K( v7 yI personally like reality shows.such as,
; p( |1 p$ ?. T, L'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
! x6 [, g. W ^6 \* w+ y* KDo you like watching reality show ?' w! ?! }& v* o: R x
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
" Z8 s, m% N% i9 [& O8 QDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
3 S8 ?* r) X) W$ z+ oWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,- e, S. c) l$ M3 {" [
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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4 N0 W, z E! o. s! c* {# LSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and. f. l+ q7 H: J- j" I6 L( c
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating# `1 X! b! G! `6 P
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food8 x9 m% `/ M7 p( F0 D* J ~3 K7 d
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
0 F! G& {5 l' W0 h3 a/ TIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.3 L( B+ V$ V, H; P4 M
2 K2 ^1 W: \9 ?) z0 i5 k l/ gNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your' }& u( n5 H, M! z% ], }6 V2 \. v
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
5 O; n3 c% z$ X4 B7 }May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.9 I* s2 w1 [2 ~6 ^
6 ]" O8 O) q+ o0 e6 |3 c" x1 fYour chinese boy ,* B- ]& }9 D2 c" R$ v! \
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" Y5 a9 Z5 n- R2 EPS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.7 Z3 S8 R" W4 S% ]1 Q7 m# O# C; [
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??# L2 D4 \# t+ ~2 b$ w4 s
( P3 F& _1 j8 W% w) |' X" b- XAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. ) M" I$ l; T0 z6 ?" z# s6 h
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Best,
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