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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 2 ^3 D, h1 `2 ^( c
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Dear Spencer ,8 _5 j( U. t6 K: p. W1 p
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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3 W" ]( E% C# ^5 K4 b1 _1 vSpence
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, F* ~) N, S3 J. G% wHello Spencer,
0 u$ V4 d+ w' ~8 IThank u for replying my e-mail !# R- _( R' n" O, R, f. e9 C7 J
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.- w2 V8 v+ h4 z1 B
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) {! b/ }0 @9 l9 M. NI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
, @, E' z( l. o$ qMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.7 i' Z, z9 q4 U* U% D( ]
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends/ I. ^1 p' [/ b( Y* X- z
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
$ Y" x: ?6 b1 ?' G/ C! T0 pIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
+ |, j9 u8 `- i" x$ AUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.6 {" V) w# f, r. k0 J
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?9 N7 Z$ {9 X5 v/ |! [
U are very curious about how I know u?
+ q! k/ [* z" c/ L1 a% \* VTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA. l8 K+ l. i! ?2 j# n# G: H5 }! s
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !2 v: \2 N% V, ?
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.- W" b# Q2 T; S0 C4 u
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
, w, b% {& {4 T; \. ?" mOh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what 3 h8 ]* h7 x. o' ~* {
I write today.
5 A3 [3 S7 ^7 r% U* h& u' L/ MPlease reply .
. p. a+ @5 ]3 X) ^) {2 VThat's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !2 G& r+ [- H, a' |0 Z$ Y, m# A+ M
:)Big Brother is always watching you!
# u- q1 q2 `1 g) SIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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: x8 t3 a/ B2 o' x- ^1 V! C" {I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! 5 E! N3 G1 s0 W E
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. : C( K+ l3 H" Z7 o0 q3 L
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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9 v2 A* e) _7 W9 v5 q0 M5 lI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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$ k( w! i4 L& J/ q/ }Send a picture of yourself!!; T' }- ?8 w! P; J* \& F
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- d! L7 N8 I5 |/ }4 g8 qHi Spencer,6 `4 X' K8 d. H9 V6 o: M
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... " J" u' p9 h1 _7 Y+ m
I'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
) A9 x g- h7 |) X/ t: CI want to tell you that you don't know about China.. z" t& @* X# w" q% R: N
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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And USA is a amazing country for me !
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'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.+ }" O" J5 [; x2 A: G5 c6 G* G0 O
Do you like watching reality show ?0 h- D6 O( A, l0 b) M( V
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like$ a3 ^# y6 @( {, ^7 I
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.3 a. [' I4 }9 k2 ~ C, v) q
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,1 L4 O. Y# K3 I
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.3 Z6 |- M5 G- l, y
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
5 e# @, p1 w7 H5 g5 y MMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
6 S% i0 t- c7 V1 Y7 G7 Shanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food1 D6 _9 @/ D$ k7 |9 w
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?3 D5 h; L9 u& E/ N- k+ m
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food. T* T$ L+ V6 m3 v' Y' L& _5 c
# W8 {; T1 Q5 b NNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
$ n, I& |! b: n1 G9 {) e4 ?' klife,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
1 Y; m- X7 ]" a& @1 `7 q+ f* Z# YMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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$ U% Y5 H6 a8 X- O7 v2 rYour chinese boy ,+ \. o4 I# G: ^( p& D+ g' f7 c
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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4 s3 t/ p- c6 M, `/ y0 lMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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' y7 @; c/ j0 _3 R- uAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. " x& X6 c& p% L, {6 l
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Best,
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