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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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Dear Spencer ,( f. j+ n$ O" G& b4 h0 v
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !, w8 x4 j6 |; Y3 z. K* ~
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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- s4 G2 H6 U+ pHello Spencer,. L' ]! }- L/ I/ I& X
Thank u for replying my e-mail !# {( `* T8 D& x. y0 s2 j6 N# _
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .8 G9 M8 D' m7 w: N5 C$ W$ w/ X/ w
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.4 x' ]3 e- Q/ @8 \1 F! E
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
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It is so hard to find someone that u love .$ i+ l; h ~* [( `& M. m: G
Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.. d Z. q$ v: N4 B
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
) \$ ^% c% Z9 {7 h+ Q" W* e$ y' uU are very curious about how I know u?
* I+ J$ P# ^% B& n8 j2 e2 fTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.9 _) r' Z: C7 k6 A B7 L. @+ g$ K
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !2 T" Q/ k$ y3 c
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
8 j6 \7 P4 i% b V8 y% m7 nI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !: q, E* Y7 _! V; ^: l9 h+ L
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
) Y: J' x6 ]) N/ i2 }6 f4 eI write today.9 j0 }9 [) ]0 ]' ?7 T; u% b0 D
Please reply .
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Yours ,; [ m$ U& B% w
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
' ? a( H$ E3 Y h: u c d. y2 P3 ^0 q:)Big Brother is always watching you!
& y4 I$ l$ m& V0 IIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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XXX,
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! + R& m: a6 o$ W. h/ e. Y3 A+ N
$ M& ^0 Y+ r. v R$ d. s, JBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. 2 v& j' B! o4 r9 m! T+ Q! b/ P7 I6 d
. {3 f! V! n& k1 n8 }Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. " X, d' v. `, l$ A7 I# I; X* a+ q
( `$ ^: C* D8 {$ ^/ FSend a picture of yourself!!
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1 U T( J1 I3 D5 A2 cHi Spencer,
. Y; X9 U( P2 O5 E, @Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... ( a8 l6 b5 y) D3 h/ Z
I'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !# k! a- g% L. _8 F
I want to tell you that you don't know about China.! Q* p* Z& W+ J; c$ @( L
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(. ~+ B! E/ n9 i, p
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And USA is a amazing country for me !
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$ t( c t4 T* o5 D'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.7 u0 J8 |% z/ O/ q: u: k
Do you like watching reality show ?& N# H( k8 d1 i, l5 R1 I* e
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
& i8 g( K* x4 m# F+ I- E/ @1 N# n# {: XDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
! ?; J! a. s' \$ Z7 K, MWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and1 g7 i S8 n* B3 w' j+ u! t
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating6 T1 E9 T7 u. Z Y9 W I: R( H5 B' I
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food7 K6 E+ L8 c5 R% ^ D9 j
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
% p) C. {4 A. u9 PIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food., u& ]- o0 I1 M1 L5 }, |. L5 _) w
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your; x) s4 V$ W/ B. x' J( F% J
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?# M6 u' I9 s! p. |
8 Q5 z! \! W3 T0 }& F4 jOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !
. ?; y3 I* q& E3 [1 bMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.9 a6 d S) b6 x- {
( V$ u" l6 f7 W" Q) f8 tYour chinese boy , g* a4 N w- Y( p/ X T! G3 N, }
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. ! f/ I: Q% G- ?/ ~ |# R) w
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Best,
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