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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 7 r6 A" o: ]# m- p c& {
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/ x9 O- B* r+ ~9 o6 WDear Spencer ,/ J: r9 F1 O1 r' ^
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !+ L Q5 D+ @7 u- \. A2 O
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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0 F2 A N8 Z; U( l' `/ y cHello Spencer,; J; ]( e9 Y8 N" z: N9 S' I) z
Thank u for replying my e-mail !4 F! J) A1 B9 x0 l
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star." @1 g Y0 N4 [. q1 a+ w0 J0 Q
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
& o; I1 }& ^5 C# q4 GMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
! L9 ^+ ?( R4 }If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
4 A% u9 _, Y' I: [will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
' p6 ^% b& I9 R G% jIt is so hard to find someone that u love .' |' H! ^( b+ K' R8 m* Z6 \7 @
Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.! n3 a" q- Z8 m. }: z7 m
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?( y: j7 |2 |1 V
U are very curious about how I know u?
4 \( F1 B5 F9 h# [To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
$ K! E( \8 @) q/ _U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
5 N! c7 E" q2 u- S# I: E! e+ vI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.- w. l6 O! \4 F6 @$ F
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
! U9 g+ ?& x$ k, ?5 {# |/ ?9 K$ F" \Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
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4 F# b1 u0 B/ a8 g0 ]2 O5 \Please reply .3 _% v3 o4 ~( I$ |: R
That's all .Thank u !1 A" X5 A0 h7 E
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' O) B5 y* {! I8 V$ V fps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
$ S9 e" ~- P% o# W F" V:)Big Brother is always watching you! % S. h) W8 |# F- J6 y
It's a joke,please don't mind !
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& ~( w! j2 N. m0 v- U5 |I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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1 |) C7 ]' N6 N* x: C5 U" i% hBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. 4 M6 n6 u8 E, R% e% l
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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: y/ U3 R9 y# z# S2 _* zSend a picture of yourself!!
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4 } S( n% v8 u/ MHi Spencer,& X# u3 D- D$ K6 ~0 Y7 ]6 O
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... , e/ n6 @9 O/ Y9 x: k+ U+ O
I'm too busy recently! ' w. ?3 Y9 S; |: ?! D0 S4 J
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
w/ t p6 Y! TI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
- D8 {" w3 j) t! \It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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And USA is a amazing country for me !0 b- V9 H* z/ L3 i4 Y
I personally like reality shows.such as,( a9 q( @) u, R& O
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
7 n; C% E! }% M0 zDo you like watching reality show ?
' H. b" }# s8 h9 T. u7 ]- fI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like7 @/ V7 L" a5 \
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
9 P# A$ i% I) k& g- R c0 Q dWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,: e5 s3 W3 v; K1 Y
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
0 w! d1 P9 Y) q2 FMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
; a9 B4 W& M8 Yhanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
! |! c$ y# d. Sis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?$ Q! s' u' L+ d0 ] Q4 u8 l& k4 O4 Z. S
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.. S+ x: Q( {; c* g) J' F9 d
, c, ^9 m8 r* ^/ [' mNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your8 f9 o4 H D6 X8 r: B3 A
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?$ D2 z0 ^- D" } p1 q* f9 y
) T9 W/ n2 ]# iOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !
/ J! U4 Y( V4 V$ KMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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Your chinese boy ,
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.) @$ I1 T: }0 }
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! & |7 K$ s. ]. a
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??" P+ q- m2 x; p& \8 \
) J+ O7 V6 a0 kAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. ! Q- q$ H" @, y" N6 J
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