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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 " [0 M, V3 |, T
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' o q& k4 b6 }% p( S2 V7 rDear Spencer ,
: S& g# j: ?9 D7 e0 ~ I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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yours
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!& |( x; ^/ s/ H: W4 N! q$ N# Z7 V5 k
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5 c; ~5 W0 L* D& S- N$ PHello Spencer, _6 l/ M5 Z6 R
Thank u for replying my e-mail !
9 A8 X* H. I3 y9 @6 R9 M5 gI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star. O' x+ g6 B7 x2 N( W3 r
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, O, U1 L g4 l+ L8 d. lI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .( B1 t3 Q9 f- z$ z) n* ]
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.3 g. n7 M/ s& L1 t
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends: C7 @- C5 t9 F& }
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.+ _; Z! r0 G5 B, ], u3 G1 S
It is so hard to find someone that u love .
o2 `6 F F5 i; c* W! Q7 q+ a* }Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.' B+ `: c! R9 |# S3 d. d
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?! Q4 b9 ?# {$ I) z9 I3 @
U are very curious about how I know u? M- J: ?0 c1 b! R8 S9 r
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.5 D: B$ j7 \! S' y
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !% e* s w" q4 C3 x
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
8 S0 d8 F# v7 g. ?% b( RI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !3 s3 R7 c8 s9 m: u5 S
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
/ Y8 l9 O' _4 l& yI write today.
4 |" D( k! N0 m+ R3 ~( wPlease reply .; k# g+ H: Z" ]; u. |! g: y
That's all .Thank u !6 }2 C; Z$ f6 D* _6 Z8 _. |4 r. L
Yours ,1 L; y& y2 e' N1 H7 B! J
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8 Q( `' C9 r, u+ Mps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !+ O n( C; ~) h; Y' J4 v3 j
:)Big Brother is always watching you!
& n* X# i# g3 R! O6 kIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. " n& E- i$ C/ t2 g9 D. T
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. # s& U. J5 K- v: X2 W
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Send a picture of yourself!!
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spence
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! ] p2 A' m, ]6 ?% uHi Spencer,% A% q; \+ o% m: h
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
: ?) r2 y. ~9 k, S0 O8 P# a4 tI'm too busy recently! : r+ V6 A& `+ q
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+ o; R& t! G4 j- m/ A% NFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
9 I: z. m' l# T; @: `# s4 YI want to tell you that you don't know about China.* z- d) o0 r& t' |& u
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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And USA is a amazing country for me !( Q2 r* ~* R% P7 F7 S. A
I personally like reality shows.such as,- U9 n: W- p( }& ]) C4 D3 [
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
( v( \" b p8 ?5 s* ?$ M( UDo you like watching reality show ?
5 G3 l' U" L& @I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
) f) v# S' U! B7 N1 `: _* ZDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
" S. _8 J G) r0 z2 eWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
2 n1 p! r4 [6 {9 {5 g& e. k" |24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.# q7 S- A3 E. e6 O
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
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hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food, y# p8 F" `1 s) V9 F2 v/ p
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?# P6 m( F$ {6 |1 a7 o a' @( q
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.5 c( R5 w. ~: E, b: \: H
" B+ G. R2 d& W5 k; w) `+ z- VNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your' W. K& q( c0 i
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?. S" @/ ?( R) r! S
' y& I" F7 c2 }, jOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !, x0 Z/ u) a+ u# A E! W1 N. c
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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' A9 Y8 B: s) Y2 N3 U: r5 SYour chinese boy ,
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& x8 d$ x+ u% @/ k: q! f n; Y+ z4 \PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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# b. S2 q! N3 a/ B/ D1 `9 y" SSorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! . I) [3 }" B$ q- V6 |
. T* l( G, Z& T% hMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??5 w2 d0 I: O8 F
2 _" u0 z6 @0 G, ]% B& Q* b. MAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. * v3 z9 S; Q) p* k5 X" ]( Q1 F6 q
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Best,
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