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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 & N4 B5 t8 {9 [
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/ N. n j6 x: F; T, j4 sDear Spencer ,( B) Z5 g1 T$ S! ?; V, C
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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yours
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1 t) R- Y [6 N5 F9 E$ AThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!2 K9 @5 l& g- V. }
$ V" J" M$ o8 m a# _Spence
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9 F' @( s+ Q) G- o. K/ \; xHello Spencer,8 ?$ V- ^" ]$ X
Thank u for replying my e-mail !- j. N+ _1 \: v0 Y2 J6 y
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.! h& s5 N( \: F. d6 P
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, K' }+ v3 S3 f# p% `I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .: o) M2 T$ T& {3 w! Y8 E; Z5 h) I+ w; B
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
5 }2 R7 _* a3 i: e' b7 [* `If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends1 l" y3 ^. E4 l7 N" k) z: z8 s4 T
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.1 X9 I5 D1 t! h9 N5 j) i- K
It is so hard to find someone that u love .
2 u+ G% F" `4 U) A/ ~+ c3 e, BUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.' G' s, L7 d5 a3 F0 G
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
+ A' P7 R% ]8 {8 K+ pU are very curious about how I know u?
7 U9 E4 t6 N4 [5 s5 UTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
, p8 k0 c% b2 B3 R' g7 PU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !: ]# Z* Q/ O% J# m6 J/ O- A
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.# a J0 f& E5 G1 t* q5 s" u/ t
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !9 G& R/ c' B- Z
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
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: ~5 t' r* a& U. B5 Z$ PPlease reply .
( a! C$ k* B: j( w4 EThat's all .Thank u !# T! @: A ?+ ?3 ?
Yours ,
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/ Z, y: T: |# [% nps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
3 n8 T6 u+ t9 P:)Big Brother is always watching you!
3 s6 |: d3 L6 q( X+ MIt's a joke,please don't mind !' b, d; @8 W- R4 a( Q) V- n
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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$ c- F9 u: F$ z; e6 R1 E' ]Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. $ ^" ]. z$ r& s5 b
- j5 ?2 O0 Z3 R% r% vI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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. ~9 v2 h, w9 G+ hSend a picture of yourself!!9 B$ y R/ d* \5 j2 ]% @$ F
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spence
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Hi Spencer,
0 O; `" \ t$ E$ ]/ K0 ?$ d. k% \Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... + ~5 N; W, Y: X& ~( C
I'm too busy recently!
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" B: S: ~2 `5 f* hFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !( @3 L+ j0 P& C5 Q: q9 G
I want to tell you that you don't know about China.1 G3 J: ]( j J3 ` D9 p/ l: D: o
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(. n7 O% u3 B z! G% f
7 { X4 }! L$ T o% ~2 NAnd USA is a amazing country for me !3 F, p) i1 A* l' Q. }
I personally like reality shows.such as,
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Do you like watching reality show ?) S" W2 c/ V& D
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like5 O1 @* V' f/ t. I
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
: E- x3 v+ v! y" n, PWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
% i7 V! f' N0 _. x+ X5 u. }6 y- Q24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and9 H" L# Y. u7 X0 H+ m' B) A5 E
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating2 Z* t- l1 V( [# C. B/ G; Z
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food0 O- j; p5 }8 L" o$ X: W/ E$ G; ]
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
5 L- T6 B. p6 z |4 t0 H0 hIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food. T8 U' j' r' T- S* h# E
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your" e( f& M+ D" ^* V+ h# g
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?
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* \& ?) B& L$ d- G) Z/ _Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
$ ~, m& C* i8 F7 hMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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1 W) K7 ^4 t; M, ?Your chinese boy ,* G, }1 [6 A& V/ |* p& d' O$ f6 n
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.* c E2 p- w0 ~$ I, M' @
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6 P, S! _8 s+ V! a4 q/ T' HSorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! . w5 u+ N; d7 D5 |
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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, N" P; h% ]4 m0 sAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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