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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 1 P7 `8 T0 H4 w4 N5 }
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Dear Spencer ,
1 ^' t5 u7 ^& P9 s6 h I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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# G% w3 Y9 X# P' N/ @, s2 [Spence% V. ]1 `! n3 v7 a3 I* k" `
8 N" p* b: m( y* aHello Spencer, m" V5 w& c( t, g" a1 _. I; U; T2 n: R
Thank u for replying my e-mail !* z/ y/ X! ?! Q
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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* C, P0 O& y6 |& `" a3 D' q2 KI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
' M0 F3 P( x' Z$ a9 s- F9 {8 X. gMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.+ H* Q1 }6 u1 w
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends; x' p7 X6 r8 Y; s( I2 X5 F
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
7 r7 v3 `: U& [" O w# `3 b9 cIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
$ c' n, p" Q" N5 Z6 o" R iUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
" U0 ^9 V. u* X. I: @ @I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?2 n/ U" S3 ~% K; i P# N0 g
U are very curious about how I know u?0 t; e8 B5 g8 i- q5 C
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.* R- Y6 ] H6 F) T. t9 {3 L) A
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
# v% Q |2 I: u1 CI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
. A4 |! Y [6 p2 z4 f; k9 Q `I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
) N% B3 D# Y2 {+ v& Y* JOh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
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That's all .Thank u !! L! B. g- }0 u; U
Yours ,
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4 N' H, w% O* }9 _5 E7 Mps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
7 R: K4 `* ?; I" ~( Z' x:)Big Brother is always watching you! ; R! J+ l. W- ~5 Q% i U: I
It's a joke,please don't mind !/ p& m% R! z' n8 g3 w L
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! 1 j+ O: U3 {2 {. T# m
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. 7 P& h) A+ K0 H( Y' T
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. ; ^* R v( p. w
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. ; O/ o7 L [ p; V! W8 u6 c
+ w0 h" G7 A, lSend a picture of yourself!!0 e. N4 W8 m- X0 [" ]
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spence
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V- H$ f( V7 R7 hHi Spencer,3 o$ d$ n5 s% i) i9 }5 Q
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
a* \' E" R% g# i+ |I'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !( X8 S; |1 K% ` ~% g
I want to tell you that you don't know about China.# ?; o+ f, e x/ {' n: n3 o
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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And USA is a amazing country for me !/ H; H- @, Y/ b$ N! |# R& q$ A9 {/ C
I personally like reality shows.such as,/ b& w' B7 y! k4 n B8 l: c! q
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
, t& c6 r9 Q) c+ Q7 n8 GDo you like watching reality show ?; ]5 A+ l3 h4 K% Y1 m$ b4 `
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
3 C3 f/ `6 E8 H' p$ ]Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
- L5 N2 z; }5 v3 @When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
2 i6 c4 y6 ?3 ?4 q) x4 M6 |, {24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.1 Z9 N; i) ~# M! D T$ }
! a3 V( U" s$ _( k! fSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and5 Z0 Z. u) i7 T" F' B9 v2 U" n
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
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is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?% M0 v8 x1 Q! H/ m( Y# T1 R6 s
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.& L1 c; l8 x. y, ` l4 x- E
, m1 U( V6 |: H9 p1 ONext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
# K/ x$ G2 m' [& M+ `life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
2 p% X1 E, l" e/ J' V, y- k) pMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday./ Q, d0 }0 Z9 F) I
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# A9 `9 v# C5 J* i7 Y6 u9 ~6 g% i9 XPS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! . C( H$ k. G. k7 V2 t6 F( R) a1 {6 q
$ x. @ x$ g# P3 r% w) i; b9 ^ wMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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. n# I" u/ _9 `0 ^- Z3 V2 a/ B1 rAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. % K* A) l, j2 {
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Best,
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