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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 - Z; B. W, ?& b; c
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# c/ n! F$ q' H VDear Spencer ,' l& p% z3 M+ E4 {' _1 m
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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yours! a0 h4 h" Z/ m
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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Spence
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Hello Spencer,
. \. B# x- s0 k, A' WThank u for replying my e-mail !" h' v" q7 c2 C) }& m& ^
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
5 Y$ C3 X) Z4 d3 RMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
3 u" `8 Z! q1 a8 [8 u4 L W7 Q; NIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends& ]. Y% m4 Z% {" R! x' z! `
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
8 W( h6 r; `/ A( p! MIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
, b2 [$ Z! v* @Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.0 @2 n! j- S5 W
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?' K4 Z+ K: }; W5 Q1 U
U are very curious about how I know u?3 l" Z) T9 Q: a& \) ?, c1 ^
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
U4 n, D0 p8 w2 lU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !. c' H+ o8 X/ }! h( t! V+ b4 X
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.2 W1 u" j8 X m B
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !. X/ n2 M+ d- U# _5 i
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what # _( L0 h. \ J& k. \/ W
I write today.7 e( n4 K, o( G& ~
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That's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !6 `3 d$ W: c0 P7 H6 g
:)Big Brother is always watching you! ( O) s4 w% g$ o
It's a joke,please don't mind !$ R, Z% {' ?1 m ?
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: a1 g* K- T7 p" QI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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+ c! P3 U/ S$ A. ]0 o* G. \: RYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... 2 B f( Z/ @6 J8 f% D# U3 Q
I'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
- E6 _/ A7 }5 w9 h1 ^! AI want to tell you that you don't know about China., n/ o( e1 Q. w4 `" W; ?
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(8 B+ P$ r4 J: [) r6 K+ Z9 ]
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And USA is a amazing country for me !6 I; p& l$ }; j, ~* X) N8 D5 |. H
I personally like reality shows.such as,
# q1 }/ {. e: D; g'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
1 V* [7 _( Y+ x; nDo you like watching reality show ?
4 h4 u* \ B4 y5 ?2 \+ ^$ VI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
4 q; Y# Y: F' `4 JDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.& C9 @8 O% a. X S- J% G; P
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
' y5 R/ k" F3 M8 ~9 \5 rMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating6 g/ z2 G, ` Z( ?
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
' _/ m; t3 i/ Y2 P* B5 V0 g9 Lis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
, Q5 H8 ?& m1 Q( W; WIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.2 O \% M1 k, g7 s# s2 {. u9 K
* W0 ~& d- a% X7 MNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your; I8 b1 p4 l) i: D2 d) v# ]; s2 g
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?7 S- H6 o! z# O: M1 H( z7 [- ~+ i
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !: f6 |( F! M% u& j( l
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.* q; K% {8 _5 ~9 f2 c
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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XXX--
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8 h( U1 `; w8 zSorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! . L B7 c7 q4 A* C8 G9 P
# K% i: X2 S+ _5 l6 X& a3 Z6 LMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. 2 Y) [- R* e7 ^$ }* I$ R
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