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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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Dear Spencer ,
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!' z3 _, ^$ h J5 ~) r4 a
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Spence
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& Q6 |* N b a. x+ I8 C0 I9 KHello Spencer,' x" N) s1 j( p& z3 u
Thank u for replying my e-mail !
3 x7 u4 t/ b5 D0 ]$ W: l+ pI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.# U: {" l1 L' N+ y& b8 h+ L) {7 o
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$ I; E' N ?0 G) B$ @$ u: p2 [' bI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
& ?: `# E2 Z4 k0 Q- I1 G* KMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
7 _# f, |. z* e6 |% V: _4 X4 F4 \If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
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1 b! G6 F& ?$ K- t/ ?3 q" kIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
m% }2 R, D( dUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
5 I2 I* p( E& l# V5 S; ~- HI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
4 h, m# c, Q; t4 C" ^U are very curious about how I know u?2 U0 ~7 L" y. W5 L
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.5 a4 K% R0 H' V+ o$ `2 m( h6 u
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
' {% y- K" q; o: q1 B' ~, R0 s' kI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.' Q3 j2 c( Q5 G* L7 G7 B
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !4 { S W) _& T9 H- d. o Y% m7 z
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what 1 r: R5 e6 y* S
I write today.
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3 s. ~% F4 D+ w! M, LThat's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
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$ ?; y) m& O/ q/ N, g7 Z- mIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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' h) ?/ ]5 X2 i/ t+ [I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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2 d% C8 k! H+ O4 E0 f0 pYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. . t0 i3 u5 C7 P) F
, [& z' d8 M3 Z/ VI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. / L' _1 ]3 F% }/ F
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Hi Spencer,
9 r9 o8 Q, ]6 z& VThanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
# l w0 E- C: \$ ZI'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
7 b1 v( [, W1 o1 `5 }& AI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
) D1 p! N* Q7 P1 ^& _6 F. z jIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(" q' A Z$ ~. R
7 U: t7 Q$ x& C* xAnd USA is a amazing country for me !: n+ l& X# h7 T8 |( @7 }
I personally like reality shows.such as,% F. J& Q9 h( m R
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
' e2 p" ^5 h3 C1 @& U9 WDo you like watching reality show ?' F5 L. i% q' W7 K+ U$ ]2 ]/ W; ]
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
Q3 Z: \- \1 |$ r6 c: @Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.4 C( I" k, ?; p* S" t
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
6 P1 o1 U! ~( c: h24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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; n% q2 {, a5 \ F ^# B4 L! L6 uSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and& l1 J" {/ v! b% `
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
4 B4 Y" k- \9 \; ~hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
3 k W7 {/ h( D7 M9 Lis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
; |; ~6 u$ H1 |0 ]- j$ R5 {If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.: z3 p' s2 i3 `5 \2 L% Z t
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your \ ]/ M0 {) S, I+ v0 h; y
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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