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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 * K; s M; M% \( c; D- h
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. G' |- r" g5 C/ Y5 ^8 E( V: FDear Spencer ,$ ?: Q0 B) p1 x6 u: \' A9 `9 M
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !! `, s$ ~3 f* W3 d% W
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yours
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' r1 u& @0 _& c/ R! OThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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/ ?% X$ U9 {, y4 aHello Spencer,
$ O5 d4 T, I: F. S! ]Thank u for replying my e-mail !
4 y( J7 D1 c& N5 X8 II'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star." A4 U& M9 V" \6 t
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, i7 N8 K1 w% `% e/ MI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
% v: i- _" i- x4 {- \& WMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
/ w/ J% d( `9 k; d# bIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends# L$ p; p0 D& f7 {' K
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.4 _( R& N; v' D. z3 C- ?
It is so hard to find someone that u love .( o; s% G* p) T" S% P
Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.8 \; g$ c+ _" Z1 w; ?
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
2 _+ H1 I4 g4 d7 ~& Z; {7 j" wU are very curious about how I know u?: J0 y: y; F' ~3 e8 ~3 O( P! C
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.! S; H- x9 n/ U' n
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
& s T, O! ~ }( }) ~5 A% sI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV. O" q# z; W9 ?) E) [
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !! i2 i% |1 {0 f, _6 u+ |
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what : j& s* q* L3 r7 K0 U
I write today.
" l8 p% I3 A- ?) B. _; ^2 PPlease reply .6 |; e9 j3 q1 w6 E" [1 g& M
That's all .Thank u !" S+ V: f, o0 s3 C) [
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2 b) Y. K- Q9 D/ i4 ]! [ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
0 B/ g! [ j3 [- {$ m:)Big Brother is always watching you!
# y7 ^# @9 w/ n$ Y8 P4 t5 P7 NIt's a joke,please don't mind !# `3 N" G$ V) \! r' F
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. ! Q0 C3 p; B9 }/ m
% ~1 H9 x& b: T, ~/ l" `Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. ! l8 c& d8 A5 v( S# S: B j
; @; { k! I) L& }4 II hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. 5 q- [$ |2 L' y
+ [8 C5 p1 Q3 }5 ^( r# s2 L8 y9 k2 R oSend a picture of yourself!!# ~+ h. J8 p+ @6 j0 K$ B
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1 N$ x6 m9 ]4 x1 aHi Spencer,# v+ ^! R! f' @% O1 H+ x
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... 4 e7 V* h" g8 U& }* p" P' @" S
I'm too busy recently! ( ~2 h* N* ^" J$ D* O' }* d
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- s7 M0 G1 k- ?4 M: j: X0 fFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
* p+ O G7 D7 N6 a+ HI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
, l3 L4 ?2 Q J9 C( _8 `( MIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-( n* ^; ~+ [4 ]5 T
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And USA is a amazing country for me !: b# I& T9 c. O d5 S6 m" a
I personally like reality shows.such as,9 W1 d7 {7 b5 \: K5 O- ]4 c
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
% i" N6 m9 C* oDo you like watching reality show ?) w! j- ^6 \* i6 T# ^$ `
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
5 F/ l$ H- ?% J$ IDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
6 I, p: `1 R, Z q$ [When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,7 t/ e; Q8 M7 w y. N
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.3 _- p4 f2 x }3 y/ Y
8 |4 C! g# C2 i3 DSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and: _1 y2 a' y% z+ K
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
: d* y. P) `* q+ ~7 khanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
9 e, g6 M7 G2 N8 W+ w6 ^; K2 X7 N2 vis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
5 f5 U) o& D2 |4 Z* UIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.+ K. Q' _$ p2 I/ U! S
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
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) j$ Y. L% K- E) N1 AOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !; ]+ K6 C6 ?( L+ n* o
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday./ ^7 z- m+ j$ n: d
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Your chinese boy ,
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.0 @! N4 k0 P* Z9 R7 e y% [
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+ W' A8 B3 }( \8 V7 o t" ^2 \0 DSorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! ! {$ r+ _3 d) t. O4 r+ J' H# g
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??1 a, ?, b* ]% _, \/ Q' U% i' O
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. 5 S7 G/ Q4 V$ }7 ^' e/ j# n9 G$ O+ u
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