上海很繁华,有时又让人感到漂泊的感觉,在高楼之中,在人潮里让人感到自己特别渺小。 ( B& N, m0 f `+ t% _0 c/ H. R
走的前一天,我去了外婆家,看了她老人家,还给了她一点钱,外婆特别高兴,但找女朋友的事没给我再提了。 5 N! C, B' C9 T8 E% M
临回美国的前一天,我和DAVID在外面和朋友们吃了饭,那天DAVID穿了一件黑色紧身的背心,牛仔短裤,一头长长的金发,真是帅呆了,大家很开心,饭后DAVID对我说: ) @! }, ]# M$ ]
“我希望你的朋友们喜欢我。”
3 c. j) x' U( a1 n d“他们喜欢你啊!” 4 q0 K/ Y# h# Z2 v- X
回到酒店,我给爸妈打了电话,我们相互寒暄了几句,我妈告诉我我姐姐明天会去送我,她会在浦东机场等我们。
3 C9 r9 M4 x' z放下电话,我一下感到很伤感,一个人靠在床上发呆,DAVID光着上身,走近我,我一下抱住他,把他楼在怀中。
8 O8 @/ `, E1 r3 a* [+ B “我会失去你吗?”我问DAVID。
# Y; v$ v- n& O “no”
! J3 C" ` Y* P: ] s8 `“I am sad and sentimental ”
; W4 n3 z- W$ l9 @5 b2 x“ sentimental just means you think a lot about the past memories, : E6 o7 A# i# X
it doesnt mean you are sad, you can be sentimental AND happy,
7 g9 @9 |1 j. O: X5 g5 f6 oi hate it when people are always sad...it makes me want to be sad”DAVID一本正经地和我说:“you say you are not happy, you are sentimental?” ! Y. T" i" K0 N, L0 e
“yes baby ”
( f. L" ^: d1 B. f: ]“but those are not opposite feelings, you can be both”
1 V( s- p2 ?9 u7 J3 S* ~“I am worrying about you might not love me any more in future ”我说。
/ D+ W' C4 g* O( ]& N- l, U“why do you worry about that? i do love you i just want you to be happy ,, Q. i4 M/ k; ^! U- [8 N& a, @
dont be sad and serious all the time you need to laugh and have fun ,: K {# s* |9 R
and love life, i worry that you might not love me anymore someday also ,8 g A; K5 _0 ~: Z4 v2 P
but i try not to think about it a lot, because you like me now , y( F, b$ _0 T0 {
so we should enjoy it in the present time” 2 R( O# ~4 L/ f# p! L8 q! L) V
“sometimes you think to much” DAVID 抱住我说:“just be like " wu wei" ,Tao-te Ching ,dont try to make things happen, just let them happen naturally ” ( k, U# D2 Z( t
“WHAT?道德经?”我笑起来了,用嘴堵住他的嘴,“我不想‘无为’,我想‘为’” 5 ]0 D; Y( N t: e+ c* s6 w0 `3 Q
我看见了他长满胸毛的结实胸膛,他穿着紧紧的白色内裤,露出两条毛茸茸的长腿,我抚摩着他结实的胸膛, 慢慢地除去了他的内裤,啊,又见到了他熟悉的身体!我吻过他的脖子,用牙齿轻轻咬他藏在胸毛里的乳头,他叹了一口气,我继续向下,吻到了他平坦的小腹,一口咬住他的JJ,一手去摸他的PP,用手指伸进他的菊花中。。。。那夜我们更多地是沉醉在亲吻里,他不停地吻着我,吮吸我,没有语言,亲吻就是我们最好的语言。 ( `( n7 Q, S+ m3 t0 ^6 V
第二天,我们叫了辆TAXI去了机场,在那里见到了姐姐,姐姐拿出了点吃的,
r0 D& i# x! C, T0 Y “这是妈妈给你们做得早餐,有粥,还有蛋饼,面包 和酸奶,到美国后给我们来个电话,一路上小心。” $ T* g$ D4 w3 ~1 {/ P
拿到这些吃的,感到很温暖,我给了姐姐一点钱,并托她给爸妈一点钱,送走了姐姐, ! {; F3 g; @( ^3 Y/ Y
我们等了不多久,登上了飞往美国的航班。 |