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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.
2 z' C3 T/ z7 p$ f(在最近我反思自己生活之前,我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活)! ^! E5 g; I* t. E4 @! x
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.0 L7 W3 u9 g% ~. {1 e; g
(我如今已经成年,也已长大很多年)/ E1 f! M( ~2 U: _
But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.
. v. l8 Z2 @# _! a; L(但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中)% {2 {$ R( B# _
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.- }. C: ]2 X; [7 ?" K
(所以,从某个角度来看,我其实依旧是个孩子)
2 l: {: m {5 R' E9 n9 b. TWho are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.
% b# }/ _( T* h' Y3 K8 A(谁是我所珍视,爱护,甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他?)
% h o2 C5 v" K; B/ TMy dream three days ago have told me the answer.7 L4 [* A$ ]6 t8 o3 f# x
(3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前). C( }8 o( C$ a, v, u; b/ D0 I
I didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.; U2 g1 b& G& m* h
(朋友们,我真的本无意打扰你们大家)
6 ]$ U# h t/ Z$ [2 CBut I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
9 u8 s7 Y! |7 ^1 R: K( G(但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说,我愿意为你付出我的一切,可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你)
" g, j! g9 q) g! u& Q2 }That is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
6 P# h2 P! y9 W( j5 U# g. a( e |; Q7 M(因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕)
) @1 A% A1 I! RI don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.
# V$ v& P( w5 v" S* r7 c/ P(我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态,因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。)
- {: A+ `- o$ O/ ^* fPromise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
" Q/ D1 J+ \) @) F/ e(答应我,你会一直开心活泼的活下去,知道永远。这样我也保证,在我有生之年,我一定会为你祈福,不论我身在何方,身处何职)
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9 O5 S+ F# ]! |8 ~0 U' d% N" I8 c# cI can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.
3 Q( J/ f, f1 L; J(我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性,也许我很久以前已经如此吧): v4 U( J# D4 ~+ u5 {
But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.
2 d- c; m5 x" W+ A(只是因为我的逃避,我已经,在我一时到问题之后,开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨)+ z k9 a+ ^, W- S! Y( N# |
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.2 S9 `' a$ V/ }- W$ l
(逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法,但是我没有选择)
0 C0 k/ S8 `9 B" C2 H- l! OSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.
! w: \; a+ P0 Q. O2 j2 b( h(请原谅我的废话连篇,我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生)' c" U& b) s1 `/ n( Q/ u
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!3 [! U" k# c# T \+ v; `
(表白还是深藏?这其实不是一个问题!) |
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