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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.8 f4 q) t0 H! ^3 X+ t( |( a& W
（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）
- S9 S8 h2 z" @$ D) E, \, {. q1 |I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.6 u- T/ O1 |& T, C8 ?
（我如今已经成年，也已长大很多年）
) ~4 n" B1 Y3 U3 ` \5 c. dBut my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.. \! B" C; {9 z( l
（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）5 W9 f; f$ H9 \$ K {. H
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.
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Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.: L7 N$ L9 ?5 ?1 D
（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）3 ]1 k+ v k3 Q
My dream three days ago have told me the answer.
5 P4 N+ v% Y( C/ r（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）8 ^4 S, Q' [5 V3 ^, [' I
I didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.
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But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.+ K9 n0 U/ T j4 l" d! ]) W
（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）2 o. I6 k- o3 M2 Z( m
That is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
# P9 [" v c" E" d（因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕）' K7 B7 v/ x1 F: |5 J9 n
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that." I$ |; z0 y, v, [# H
（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）
0 i! F0 i( G E+ v' |- I( W% e/ JPromise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.' A) Q) a. d% L" O) c6 W; ]
（答应我，你会一直开心活泼的活下去，知道永远。这样我也保证，在我有生之年，我一定会为你祈福，不论我身在何方，身处何职）' o' [1 y7 Q& }
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.
+ o4 i5 ?3 T0 o. ?/ C（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）4 D7 U! e& o" o; Y# \
But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.2 K6 g& D& T7 Y: E5 j! j' B1 ^
（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）1 C3 ^# n* J$ k9 W: `
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
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So, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.
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To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!) z! _. }8 G5 W; D2 E9 x7 C) X
（表白还是深藏？这其实不是一个问题！） |
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