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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.
2 H- |+ U' j9 o; N! l(在最近我反思自己生活之前,我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活)
& i) i: B* T" Z3 kI'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
! `$ t3 g- N+ a' c3 i' a(我如今已经成年,也已长大很多年)
- s+ d+ Y/ y3 o; UBut my soul still stay somewhere in the high school./ G* o( { s9 w- f# w0 |
(但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中)
% z: A0 V a: Z" H0 E& N2 dSo to some degree, I am indeed a child.4 O; P4 `! z% R3 _5 e' W. D, M! b% s
(所以,从某个角度来看,我其实依旧是个孩子)
9 X! R3 i. Z ]( H aWho are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.
0 E$ S% c8 U+ \$ Q8 `(谁是我所珍视,爱护,甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他?)8 L% F% p C, l6 l( n
My dream three days ago have told me the answer.. c) F- R5 H5 \; o% N$ P
(3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前)8 m7 a* j5 e# x) s" G. k0 Q
I didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.' w, A8 M' _7 N7 O5 U, z
(朋友们,我真的本无意打扰你们大家)
& ]" m; L8 D7 ^* x! V4 OBut I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
$ m- o* i( |' s5 A- X1 S* f2 h+ }4 S( L(但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说,我愿意为你付出我的一切,可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你)
1 c1 v7 V& y% t+ xThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
$ J, R. ] p1 [4 E: U(因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕)
! Z5 d( W6 e B" x- o2 _# wI don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.* B5 T7 _8 N# C! ~
(我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态,因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。)
1 w! A% J$ U: y+ kPromise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
1 {+ c$ @# L/ s1 ?' q: j0 P(答应我,你会一直开心活泼的活下去,知道永远。这样我也保证,在我有生之年,我一定会为你祈福,不论我身在何方,身处何职)5 V$ o- f6 C0 E0 b7 E& k e0 i
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P.s.
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago." D4 }6 @* a9 ?" W k# Q
(我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性,也许我很久以前已经如此吧)
4 V+ H$ H% V/ A9 xBut because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.; K# H$ h" C& M1 O6 q5 j- t; @
(只是因为我的逃避,我已经,在我一时到问题之后,开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨)
h" Q8 D- y. Z4 TEscaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
% q7 s2 a2 w8 E# m' ^# L(逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法,但是我没有选择)" s5 `+ E9 K2 ?7 e8 X6 V
So, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.8 Z% o1 \% `2 ?# `% _
(请原谅我的废话连篇,我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生)
* l" R# n* K9 r l5 y }To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!
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