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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.
& O2 A$ l- ~2 s/ e, ?: n% n(在最近我反思自己生活之前,我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活)" |% N2 J9 C$ W7 g- k U* |
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
T. V! Q* H$ P, O4 B(我如今已经成年,也已长大很多年)4 d7 S2 S o s: _, t" G
But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.1 x, V, @+ V( q5 Q7 B2 M( s4 |
(但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中)
" y! c+ U& C( |! ISo to some degree, I am indeed a child.0 P2 Q2 |3 Z0 X# G- \; n2 c" N/ H
(所以,从某个角度来看,我其实依旧是个孩子)# @* j1 H& {) M5 S
Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have., A4 n+ B2 V9 g7 l0 `3 O
(谁是我所珍视,爱护,甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他?)/ Q/ @! R5 X' G" `: x
My dream three days ago have told me the answer./ z6 V9 N8 S9 ~3 C' r
(3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前)
. p {9 w/ J/ aI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.
# y1 a5 b; t9 N# M(朋友们,我真的本无意打扰你们大家)( E5 J) Q L$ H" v& p1 ]4 a
But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.- [1 A$ m: f( S" y
(但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说,我愿意为你付出我的一切,可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你)
- W( S7 _! a7 K! d4 e5 l9 d& PThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
/ ?0 z- _* d- F- E* m9 T; F, M3 k(因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕)
$ @2 s: }" ]5 i5 a# G' }0 CI don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.
$ S- J3 X: P& F R(我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态,因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。)
. d' W) X% J7 t+ n8 lPromise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.0 d# f1 I! e/ ~7 F& B9 D
(答应我,你会一直开心活泼的活下去,知道永远。这样我也保证,在我有生之年,我一定会为你祈福,不论我身在何方,身处何职)9 M) d' ?/ ~% S
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P.s.
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- g" h& e6 C; R/ w# |* R1 r. I6 mI can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.1 h) n! h/ ^; K3 B: j' W
(我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性,也许我很久以前已经如此吧)& ]5 w6 K7 v* [8 z( ^
But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.* e# O7 J0 q; h$ n7 B( @- z+ c
(只是因为我的逃避,我已经,在我一时到问题之后,开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨). p- G1 m5 q2 Z( Z, _2 z5 ^
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
. q! N' a: S4 g6 q7 E7 |% C(逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法,但是我没有选择)8 F- J9 U( \2 p+ k+ d
So, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.
) U/ w! M: ~8 T; |(请原谅我的废话连篇,我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生)
1 V# h, A8 `, C/ D6 o: uTo confess or not to confess? That's not a question!3 O' r3 Q5 H I! H
(表白还是深藏?这其实不是一个问题!) |
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