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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.. z9 E5 z; ]# o4 c
（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）5 s1 o- _9 o- N1 t, S1 r
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.$ f( U2 A5 h3 g* r, P! g3 `/ M- V1 _
（我如今已经成年，也已长大很多年）- p% Q1 b8 F: \2 b# u/ M- N
But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.
# u* e' C, |" x/ R2 |（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）( D# p; t& {* Z9 K" R
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.
6 h, Y/ J- `. g C" s! ]/ F. G（所以，从某个角度来看，我其实依旧是个孩子）
! X" _3 D X4 I$ F) q- S6 f+ `Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.. o+ h+ n8 R9 I) X$ Q2 J# |
（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）& }0 v) w. G `7 o
My dream three days ago have told me the answer.) x% L9 G* V, p, I# v
（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）: R" C+ U9 P5 g7 B6 J5 O; O$ h9 y
I didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.7 t1 q1 |- L; p& r8 @, O/ w
（朋友们，我真的本无意打扰你们大家）
5 x9 O% d7 S" x. n* E6 Q7 EBut I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.& u$ k' s' P; j6 A8 y7 f
（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）
+ D$ Q j; W& R4 oThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
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& P q/ w: j1 O% i7 S$ A5 aI don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that./ E3 B% \) x/ @* {: D. H
（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）: V) I# E5 D( r
Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.5 Y: S. ~# P" s6 \
（答应我，你会一直开心活泼的活下去，知道永远。这样我也保证，在我有生之年，我一定会为你祈福，不论我身在何方，身处何职）- j- K5 d6 t6 s4 l; P
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.
5 M& E# ]0 K' T! x- K6 g（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）8 \/ F7 u3 K5 q1 h: F g# ^ H9 g; G
But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.& ^- T7 g0 b: R7 q6 O( a- N" U' a# ^
（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）- m& e6 O# O2 C; p* a
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.$ ^/ S5 a$ f& y2 O! y$ v2 ~
（逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法，但是我没有选择）
$ U8 B2 B' m2 gSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.. c- Q4 D) N* ^6 V5 [
（请原谅我的废话连篇，我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生）9 m& c5 C2 Y i" _! ^
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!
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