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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.
! N, M$ C5 W& E(在最近我反思自己生活之前,我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活)' H D, Q0 P4 U
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
; Z% ~5 |1 `; P8 u; f. f(我如今已经成年,也已长大很多年)
! b- q1 s/ T$ u: Y6 wBut my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.
8 z+ _/ U) ^) H( `(但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中)
8 k2 |2 W+ z$ z0 j0 SSo to some degree, I am indeed a child.
( L2 B( D- D6 b! f# [: a* \(所以,从某个角度来看,我其实依旧是个孩子)
8 w' j* V% Z* ]$ vWho are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.
: c0 W+ D# C! G* z4 [(谁是我所珍视,爱护,甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他?)% e+ r$ x$ ]4 E0 [. W5 k9 ]
My dream three days ago have told me the answer.
3 ]/ |! c3 a+ f' h(3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前)
7 s( J6 `' r/ l; f: W8 AI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.# S6 z3 _9 X9 P4 Q7 a5 A! q
(朋友们,我真的本无意打扰你们大家)
! {; O8 }9 o3 C; Y Y( UBut I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
$ c2 x& g0 n- Z# X) Z4 W, j(但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说,我愿意为你付出我的一切,可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你)9 G( A4 m7 w, ~6 k9 x' [
That is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
, i9 R' e- s6 J! S) U7 t4 L# E(因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕)
* T( N* o$ s( P* f F2 BI don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.% X9 d" k9 M1 d5 W B
(我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态,因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。)+ x" x' M/ c2 \/ ~' n
Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
' i# ?, T( x+ Q- ]8 q. m c) N(答应我,你会一直开心活泼的活下去,知道永远。这样我也保证,在我有生之年,我一定会为你祈福,不论我身在何方,身处何职)) j6 p9 m' \% l
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# s. r) ]6 V9 Y5 B% qI can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.
6 c9 B. h; T: ]0 s/ g' b f% p(我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性,也许我很久以前已经如此吧)
7 w3 O$ m/ L7 W- K$ HBut because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.
# C( Z( s" x8 v1 E(只是因为我的逃避,我已经,在我一时到问题之后,开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨)0 F2 W3 o6 @5 X
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.4 E: r0 _" n& t% X5 }) J5 B
(逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法,但是我没有选择)
3 Q7 a; W, w0 OSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on. k1 }/ [) ?$ i4 B
(请原谅我的废话连篇,我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生)8 X+ K" V/ d) m
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!# J8 I7 d) B% ?0 B0 u( v
(表白还是深藏?这其实不是一个问题!) |
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