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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.% n2 u- \% k: }
(在最近我反思自己生活之前,我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活)
5 u7 y8 x7 s! u4 R9 d& d0 d/ lI'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.- \* h7 U! Y! M7 ?/ w6 l8 c
(我如今已经成年,也已长大很多年)2 o% M! j" s- n X/ P
But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.
5 c, j3 J f9 X(但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中)
4 H8 h# N+ d1 t. VSo to some degree, I am indeed a child.7 [' g% \' W$ \2 I6 \
(所以,从某个角度来看,我其实依旧是个孩子)) M7 `9 x6 v. u, l" m4 c2 J( w
Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.0 d- }# `. L6 {; s7 E; E0 {
(谁是我所珍视,爱护,甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他?)( z! o1 D8 w- N* P
My dream three days ago have told me the answer.+ y3 u0 }2 T$ q. C3 k
(3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前)
( I' k) o- z% S. YI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.3 H' o0 H: ^" i' k
(朋友们,我真的本无意打扰你们大家)# G, f& l! N1 x) G
But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
5 P% n$ {2 \# _1 [; }( ?(但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说,我愿意为你付出我的一切,可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你)+ K, P; V& Z5 ]1 A) N3 q
That is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
$ {# @4 |8 l8 P$ Z2 K# u(因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕)
) n0 K6 e: p1 ?I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.+ L% A6 F4 J0 b. p+ `0 y
(我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态,因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。)! `; K: |4 ]8 y) @
Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing. q6 l5 F. F+ N& i- U1 _
(答应我,你会一直开心活泼的活下去,知道永远。这样我也保证,在我有生之年,我一定会为你祈福,不论我身在何方,身处何职)
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.9 b# D W$ `8 l# X- ?) ^6 @8 @* r
(我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性,也许我很久以前已经如此吧)
: R# P5 o8 D6 jBut because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.
6 i% w9 ]. [( ^4 O4 C(只是因为我的逃避,我已经,在我一时到问题之后,开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨)7 `( v1 V! R8 `0 J6 m: Z. @
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
# ~3 ~/ p/ i( s l$ A4 h(逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法,但是我没有选择)
% ]( ?4 @- m- S! n! [So, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.( {; n0 O, J' h$ h& g
(请原谅我的废话连篇,我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生)& ]( x/ |% h9 o8 S$ c/ @5 N) P" L
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!
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